Sometimes i sit down and ponder over my past mistakes. What i could have done better, what i shouldn't have done. People make mistakes. You can't run. No matter how far you go it will come to get you. I treasure my friends. I really do. I love you guys out there all the same. You guys changed my life. And i know a simple word of thank you will never be enough. We fight, we play, we learn and we love together. You are one of them. But i'm sorry. I can't stand you no longer. I don't hate you. That sucks. Cos no matter how hard i tried, i still couldn't bring myself to hate you. Is a simple word of sorry so hard for you to say? You could have text me. You could have call to remind me. Your jealousy has caused you to loose your sane mind. Im not your devotee. Sometimes i feel suffocated. It's like you are controlling my life. And this has to stop at a certain point. I guess now is the time. It's sad to realise that you don't treasure the friendship we had for 2 years. Just too bad i guess. I have to move on and i must do just that.

4 days of orientation is finally over. I really had the best time of my life. Well haha.. not really but it was really fun. Loved it. The class bonding is getting stronger which is so cool. Our class won the best class for Marock. I say man! Woohoo! We rock. Rifaei won the best OL! YAY!!! And he is our OL. So all the more we need to celebrate:)During regatta, buisness school won the most awards. Congo to them. Design won the most spirited school and Applied Science won the best cheer. Not bad at all. At least we still won something. This would be AS 3rd time winning best cheer in a row. After regatta, we reported back to LT15. Received our time table for semester one. On monday we are going to Marina Barrage.:) Can't wait. Many things happening. And ouh before i forget, i'm the class treasurer. Hahaha. I volunteered myself. Class rep is Farhan and vice rep Amir.:) Jam and hop is fun!! Hahaha. Reminds me of prom but a better version. Seok cheng loved it too:) Ok that's all. Bye People!

I am dead tired. Camp was really fun. I love the amazing race the most. The only most disgusting part was putting the milo powder, sugar and water into our mouth and spitting it into a water bottle. The loosing team has to drink it. Like FUCK! It was so disgusting! Luckily, our group won! However, all of us still has to drink it. Don't ask me how it taste. I wanted to puke then and there! Why? Because we are a class and i got a strong feeling A9D3 is a united class. Another part was the maze. Ok seriously.. i have no idea how on earth the OLs can actually come up with such a perfect maze.It was pitch dark inside the room and we have to find our way to the other end of the door. This was our classroom by the way. There were like hanged spiders and mummies and balls eveywhere. I was freaking out. I was the first girl to go in and once i was in i was lost. LOL. One of the OL gave me a clue. But still in the end there were six of us inside the maze. I was stuck so everybody else met inside. Hahaha. I made the most noise. LOL. So our team is Marock. And we are from the AS(Applied Science) school. Marock rocks. No seriously. We are the loudest in the school of AS therefore we are leading the whole of AS for regatta tomorrow. woo! that's gonna be fun. I'm looking forward. :D

Okay so, i have been "disturbed" this past few weeks. I don't really care about the other world. To begin with i even hate horror story. So this has nothing to do with the "scared-feeling-after-watching". So if you guys have been to my house, i actually have shifted my room to the one opposite the kitchen and my brother is using my old room. Initially when i just shifted, there was nothing wrong. Everything was so peaceful. These past few weeks, things are getting uneasy. When im in the midst of watching tv all of a sudden my hair stands. Im having goosebumps all over. I know the "thing" is somewhere near me. That nevermind. Even worse now, it's starting to bother my sleep. Whenever i want drift off to sleep without fail the thing tries to wake me up. It starts touching my forehead. Giving me "belaian" (in malay). Like as if it's giving me a lullaby of it's own. My body is warm and then all of a sudden my forehead is as cold as an ice. It touches my leg and tries to tickle me. I feel itchy. In the end i can't sleep.That happened yesterday night. Since im a muslim, i put a "yaasin" and "Qur'an"near my bed but unfortunately it dosen't help. My room is facing the corridor and guess what?! At 3 am in the morning, i hear people talking and shouting as if it's day time. People busy walking to and fro at my corridor. How could that be possible. And mind you i'm still awake. I could not stand that any longer so i went to my brothers room and sleep. I was in bed at 12 am and i only slept at 4 am. So yeah. There are many more stories in fact. But i won't post it all here. Ok i'm going back to sleep. Bye!

I told ya didn't i? Please don't bring the monster out from my inner being. Too bad, you've already done so. If you want to prove that you're a bitch, then i am the bigger bitch. You can be way older than me but your attitude sucks. You act worse than a 3 year old. You should go back to being a baby. Poor you. I guess you've never really matured. You're stuck in a 3 year old girl's soul. I pity you. You may be reading my blog. I repeat MAY. Let me tell you this.. i do not care at all. So do whatever you like. You can't touch me can you? Hah. I owe you nothing. So before you start humiliating yourself in front of everyone else, i suggest you grow up:) Why must the world be congested with unwanted bitches.? Oh well, nobody is perfect.

House always says" Everybody lies." What more can we add?He's the man!

Jesse Spencer- Dr Chase. (I'm totally sooooo blown away by his aussie accent. hot.hot.hot.)


It's been a while since i blog. I have been busy. Finally i got my laptop. Well, it's not as great as the one you guys are using out there but nevertheless. :) I appreciate what is being given to me. So i won't whine about it. James James James. I have been doing my twilight homework with Claire. She's driving me nuts by bugging me 24/7. I will be the villan. It suites me really well. Hahaha! Surprise.! I cannot be Edward for heaven earth sea sky sake. I just can't portray that emotion. Who cares? I got the hottest vampire role ever! I can't complain. You guys must be wandering why i have been talking about twilight in a few of my previous posts. Well, that's what you call obssesion. I know some of my gfs are starting to hate it. Ouch! You know who you are. Hehehe. I'm breathing twilight baby! Ok so enough about twilight. I'm gonna share a little about my trip to Malacca. It wasn't a bad one really. In fact i had fun. Hmm, the only thing i hate was the heat. It was horrible. And worse, i was using black all the while. You can imagine that aiye? I rode on the trishaw for the first time ever. I was so excited. Kindda lame huh? Hahah. Im a little deprived so.. The food wasn't awesome. It was just average. So yeah overall it was an okay trip.
Oh My Gosh. Dr House is hot! Okay Marilyn i get it he's yours. But but but, i introduced the series to you so give me some credits please?Nahh..haha. kidding. Im random. Random is me. Random is you.:) Season 4 of house is HOT! Dr Chase is totally gorgeous! I feel like snogging his face off. Hahahaha. House is the most awesome drama series ever! Agree girls? Ok Marilyn you take House i take Dr Chase. Alrighty? Done!
That's all for this post. Poly is starting soon people! All the very best! I can't wait. TP here i come! And ouh! Adam Lambert should be Aro!! He has the bad vam look. Im gonna find a way to feedback this to Stephenie Meyer. Hah! Toodles people.